MISS YOU ALL !!!

5:31:00 PM

HEY EVERYBODY AM SORRY JUST NEED TO GET EVERYTHING STRAIGHTEN UP !!! NEED TO REDISCOVER MY SELF COZ I REALLY MISS BEING ME !!! JUST GIVE ME SOME DAYS I'LL BE BACK SOON !! EVEN STARTED MISSING YOU ALL !!! LET ME SAY LIKE THE TERMINATOR STYLE "I'LL BE BACK ;)"

TILL THEN ENJOY THIS ... AND PLS DO KEEP THE COMMENTS COMING EVEN ON MY PREVIOUS POSTS TOO :p !!! WOULD LOVE READING THEM !! WHEN I COME BACK !!




I Miss Being ME

There was once a time when i used to smile,
There was once a time when i ran a mile,
There was once a time when i had no worry,
There was once a time when i didn`t knew how to say sorry.

Now that time has gone,
Maybe for my best,
Now that time has gone,
Maybe to really bring out my best.

But i still can see,
See the childishness in me,
See the naughtiness in me,
See the innocence in me,
See the carelessness in me,
See alot which is cought inside me,
But the thing I can`t see the most is ME.

I miss being me,
I really do miss my self.

I miss the soul inside me,
which was once the reason of my existence,
I miss the esteem inside me,
Which i used to have by just calling my self great.

Now i think i am in the state of solitude,
A solitude created by my actions,
A solitude created by the reactions of those actions,
And i don`t know how to get out of all this.

Now i want to look back once,
To see what i used to be back then,
To see what i used to dream back then,
I tried but all i see is the loneliness i have dragged my self into.

I want to be free now,
Free from all the worry,
Free from saying again and again sorry,
Free to feel the feeling to be my self again.

After thinking about all this,
i just realised that this is nothing except the feeling of loosing someone,
Feeling of loosing myself.

I miss being me,
I really do miss my self.

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7 Comments

  1. i agree with marina. time is the best healer.

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  2. Well. I'm disappointed, really. I like your blog, it's pretty ace, and now you're going off on a hiatus.

    I hope you won't be long, but take as much time as you need and come back feeling better and refreshed, inshaAllah.

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  3. Its a shame you're going - but came back soon i was just egtting used to your comments and posts.
    Come back whenever you're ready.

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  4. Holy crap...this is ME!

    Maybe I should take a break too?

    And let me know when you get back dude!

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  5. Well.......wish u all the best, take as long as u like, u will be missed!

    How do u make ur pictures look soooo cool!

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  6. It's me too dude, at least since the beginning of this bloody year!

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