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میری تقدیر سے چھپ کر مجھ سے ایک بار مل جاؤ
Give me just one moment in your life even if it's just few seconds, i want you to be near me... I want to touch you, i want to feel you. If only i could feel your lips with mine, desperation to love you, to be with you was always there, I want to feel your lips on mine, I want to hold you hand, I want you to love me for all your life, I want to paint you face in the sky, but i don't want you in my life. Because the things i want are the things which i never get, so i don't hope for it, i moved on with the wings called hope! "I don't need you anymore", thats what i'll repeat on saying somehow it is true and somehow it isn't. You have always been my words without you in my heart without your need, my words aren't the same anymore. I can't write anymore, now my own words contradict but it's not my fault, neither it is your's. It's all because a four letter word called LOVE. And now its just because of hope which our love brought in me, that i feel like becoming a phoenix, the one who wants to feel the burn, the hurt which you would incur upon, want to get destroyed by you but just for the sake of regeneration from the ashes of your love, and from the pain of knowing that you aren't mine. Because the ashes of your love would show me light, and would show me who i am and somehow would show me salvation which i brought upon my self. Love if it could save me, now would be the time....
میری تقدیر سے چھپ کر مجھ سے ایک بار مل جاؤ
Give me just one moment in your life even if it's just few seconds, i want you to be near me... I want to touch you, i want to feel you. If only i could feel your lips with mine, desperation to love you, to be with you was always there, I want to feel your lips on mine, I want to hold you hand, I want you to love me for all your life, I want to paint you face in the sky, but i don't want you in my life. Because the things i want are the things which i never get, so i don't hope for it, i moved on with the wings called hope! "I don't need you anymore", thats what i'll repeat on saying somehow it is true and somehow it isn't. You have always been my words without you in my heart without your need, my words aren't the same anymore. I can't write anymore, now my own words contradict but it's not my fault, neither it is your's. It's all because a four letter word called LOVE. And now its just because of hope which our love brought in me, that i feel like becoming a phoenix, the one who wants to feel the burn, the hurt which you would incur upon, want to get destroyed by you but just for the sake of regeneration from the ashes of your love, and from the pain of knowing that you aren't mine. Because the ashes of your love would show me light, and would show me who i am and somehow would show me salvation which i brought upon my self. Love if it could save me, now would be the time....
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Aww! This is really sweet :)
ReplyDeleteAnd yay! Big font! (Please please write in a bigger font for the other posts too!)
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This was such a beautiful deep poem.
ReplyDeleteIt really moved me and I loved the way you conveyed your message.
*tears up*
oh my god
ReplyDeletethat was so sappy
but sweet and romantic
loved it
gl getting over her ;-)
Amazing Ubaid, I had tears in my eyes reading this .... touched me so much n hmmm God bless for you managed to get some innermost longing thru these words hmm .
ReplyDelete@khadija:
ReplyDeletehahahah what do you mean getting over her :s i don't want to do that :p
@Altamash:
thank God you got me :p
i uploaded on facebook few days ago....
@Saanj:
WOW ... bringing tears in someone's eyes through words?? THATS HARD STUFF 0_0 ...
but i don't like bringing tears to someone's eyes i just love bringing a smile on their lips :(
scratch that
ReplyDeletei hope everything works out fine :-)
inshallah
ReplyDeleteif it doesn't don't hurt yourself over her!!!
nice metaphor :-p
ReplyDeleteKeep them coming; its never wrong to interact!