And the angel returns

7:44:00 PM

Kitna mushkil sey katey woh chand lamhat naa pooch
Dil sey nikli hoi hontoun main dabi bat naa pooch
Woh kis ada sey mayray samnay sey guzar gayee
Kis tarah main nay sambhala mayray jazbaat naa pooch
Waqt jo badlay toh insaan bhi badal jatay hain
Kya nahi dikhlatay yeh gardish-e-halat na pooch
Woh kisi kii ho bhi gayee aur mujhey khabar bhi naa hui
Kis tarah us ney churaya mujh sey hath yeh naa pooch
Is tarah pal main mujh ko begana ker diya us ney
Kis tarah pyar main khai hai main nay MAAT
hayeee yeh na pooch

i love you so much…. to the point that it has unhinged my soul… i wanted you to be here with me…. i wish that you hadn’t said all that you did say…. i miss you so bad…. tried hating you…. but the truth is… i can never hate you…. its like i said….. even if you ripped my soul i would still love you….. and i stand by to it…..

its true that i have stopped telling you all this…. true that i made you believe that for me you exist no more….. true that i pushed myself away from you…. pushed you away….. but that doesn’t mean that i actually don’t care…. it is killing me every second…. not to know how you are….. not to hear your voice….. my ears yearn for that sweet calm that comes out of your vocal chords…….

true that i know you said all that…. but one truth is that my love hasn’t waivered…. even a bit…. just that you made it sound like that you hated me…and i had to push you away… even if i did love you…. more than anything and anyone….. and i still do….

i miss you every night…… think about you…. read your texts…. where did my angel my sunshine go…. why did it burn me….? i thought it was my warm little comfort….. and my light….. but it turned out that the light blinded me from seeing the flames….. i was taken by surprise…. enwrapped in the flames… scalding…. tearing my flesh….

i love you My Angel, my eternal sunshine! …… and always will….. even after the way you broke me today.....


collab between me and karma.... and this one has a greater meaning....

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