9:36:00 PM

Ub tou mayray dil key tootne ki awaz bhi nahi aati kisi ko.... Na yeh pata chalta hai key mayri ankhein nam hain.... Meri bechaini se tou jaisay mayri ankhein bhi bay khabar ho.... Meri uljhan sey bay parwah.... To have and not to hold is definitely worse then not having at all. Yes not having is better.... I considered you my existence... my life my everything! YES I BLOODY CONSIDERED YOU MY EXISTENCE!!!!!! What was that a lie? I cheated? Wtf !!! I was happy living in ignorance... I really was, but no you, and your bloody friends had to spoil it naah.... YAAR ITS FUCKING 2 years now.... am tired, am tired of living a screwed up life. I am tired being called the whining guy.... BUT YES I FUCKING WHINE TODAY!! 


Jo kaanp uthta tha mujhey gawanay key khauf se,
Woh chor gaya mujhay zamanay key khauf sey......

I wish this was still true... I really wish this at the moment.... BUT HEY YOU!!! LISTEN TO THIS AND GET THIS THING IN YOUR FUCKING MIND!!! Am HAPPY and i'll remain this way.... I won't let you screw me AGAIN.... kya keroun.... per yes you are screwing me up..... 

*calms down* Kabhi jo ehsas ho tum ko, key tum ney acha nahi kiya, jo mujh ko tum youn tarpati ho, lahu mayray jalati ho.... Agar is aag main jal ker, main ek din raakh ho jaoun, mujh dil sey bhula dayna, sumandar mai baha dayna, magar sirf ek baat yaad rekhna aur khuda sey dua kerna, key jo acha lagay tum ko... woh tum jaisa kabhi naa ho..... sirf tum jaisa kabhi naa ho!

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