15/06/2010 - I finally give up

9:08:00 PM

I GIVE UP

I don't know why I didn't do this earlier, I should have... I was stupid, I forgot what I am... DISPOSABLE! Why do I forget that we are all alone like a rose in a field of thorns, so similar in thought and character, yet separated by a barrier constructed by our own. It speaks in a tongue that only we hear and even then, sometimes we cannot understand the magnitude of the realization that we are alone within ourselves.
These are the last words I write, the last words which would come out of this pathetic soul...... But why? Why does history repeats its self? Why.....

I GIVE UP

I don't die nor talk about it maybe that makes me more easy to dispose! I guess all I have to offer is solitude and silence. No accomplishments to speak of, having never finished anything worth finishing except bad relationships and good friendships....

Those I feel closest to are the farthest away from me while I keep myself distant from those who are near. If all you seek is solitude and silence, this I can promise you without breaking.

I GIVE UP

I just do, no desire of anything, just going to loose my self... Time to dwell on my hopelessness, on fortunes lost and found. Exist in the Sea of Solitude, on the damp and murky ground. I did dream of life and see only wisdom, a treasure unbeknown to me. Floating amongst these twisted lies within this calming Sea. I wasted my life in dreaming, the world around did die. To the hallowed ground I surface and take in one last breath. Though I’ve longed for one more life, I now openly welcome death.


I GIVE UP

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