Goodnight Goodnight6:33:00 AM
I can so easily relate every word of this, every moment... I miss you! I miss us being together... Why do you have to be so difficult, why do you have to trust others rather then me? Why do you have to swear so much? Why don't you believe that I really do love you? Why does one mistake be taken as the end or a standard for everything?
You say that you forgave me, then how come every time anyone says any thing you relate it to that and find reasons to leave me? You know you are killing every bit of me, destroying me in ways you'll never understand. Wish to see you standing on the same side as I am, then I'll see how right you are and how wrong I am...
This is weird, I don't have any reason to stop... You gone, mom gone, xnb gone... every single person who was supposed to be there with me is gone... and the ones which were holding me I PUSHED THEM AWAY!!!
FUCK YOU ZEE!!! Your lies destroyed me, and even if you are gone now... you have done the damage, you have made it possible for her to hate me!
I really wish you see things now, but yes I know its over... you don't have a reason to wait coz you are blinded by hatred and lies which others made you believe!!